Sid: My guest is red hot for the Messiah, you see when you’ve seen the other side, when you’ve been involved in the demonic and then you get free, you can’t even comprehend a backslider because you know what’s back there. Would you agree with that Tracy Leigh? That’s who I’m speaking to in St. Petersburg, Florida.
Tracy: Oh yeah, what is there to go back to?
Sid: It’s crazy, I mean when you realize that there’s really a devil, there really is a hell, there really is eternal punishment. Why would anyone want that when they can bask in the love of God forever you got to be nuts to want that? But I’ll tell you what, the devil is diabolical and the web that he spun for you. You were rejected right at conception, when you were 5 years of age your parents split up, and at 1½ years of age you began experimenting sexually. You started reading Playboy magazines and then your mother died you blamed yourself; you rejected God although you had a close relationship before that happened. And then at 7½ you went to live with your father and your father introduced you, he was an alcoholic so you had vodka laying around, whiskey laying around and you became an alcoholic. At age 9 you drank to cover the pain of your mother’s death, you had pornography, pornographic literature all over the house. Your father introduced you to channeling and demonic praying to demons. All of the spiritualism, your father was remarried, you had a step brother who got into sexual things with you. It sounds to me like things were… I mean you were set up for a fall. You actually were addicted to pornography at such a young age?
Tracy: Yeah, and right at about age 6 was when I found the Playboy magazine, the first one and I was addicted to women. To the look of a woman to the touch of a woman, to be hugged and held by a woman, a mother, a mothering figure. Because my mom was always sick even at a young I needed that because I took care of her.
Sid: And you know I find that a lot of men that are homosexuals have been deeply hurt or rejected by their father.
Tracy: Yes.
Sid: It’s amazing the high percentage that if you ask them that question they’ll say that to you. Do you believe that there are demonic spirits of homosexuality and lesbianism and things involved with pornography?
Tracy: I believe… I wouldn’t say that per say that their named that but there are spirits of divination, there are spirits of lusts, perversions that come in. And I do believe that they can come in and plant the seed and then you just walk it out and that demon be far from you but you have already bent that way. You know what I mean you already believe that it’s you.
Sid: So it was easy then for it to slip inside of you.
Tracy: Right.
Sid: But once you’ve already made your home and then when it slips inside of you and this is the tragedy you think that’s you, you thing that’s the way you were born.
Tracy: Exactly, exactly because even fully delivered these are the thoughts that the enemy brings to your mind. You, I, I’m always going to be like this, I’m just this way.
Sid: Can anyone no matter how bad the sexual perversion be set free?
Tracy: Yes.
Sid: No exceptions.
Tracy: No exceptions.
Sid: Tracy, at age 13 again this is hard to believe but then no harder than the other things that happened to you. You looked like you were in your early 20’s you were beautiful and you would go into bars at that age?
Tracy: Oh yeah, oh yeah my dad had now a 3rd wife and they would dress me up in silks and satins and I would go into the bars and drink with them and party with them. And when they needed something in the form of drugs I would go get it for them and that was the game that was how it was.
Sid: I guess the thing that really, that really capped off though is when your father started making sexual advances towards you.
Tracy: Yeah, that was a scary time.
Sid: And of course you had an addiction to women not to men but at 14 you left home?
Tracy: Yeah.
Sid: Well where did you go, what did you do?
Tracy: I had a fake ID and I started dancing on the circuit. And I would take my clothes off for money. I was very good at it.
Sid: How much money could you make doing that?
Tracy: I think that we added it up once that my first year I made $213,000.
Sid: What’s the most you ever made from it?
Tracy: On a one night, I made $5,000.
Sid: Hmm, in addition to that you were hooked on drugs.
Tracy: Oh yeah.
Sid: So therefore even though you were making big money you were always broke!
Tracy: (Laughing) Always.
Sid: What type of personality did you have?
Tracy: Oh, tremendous personality. I became very violent and what would happen was I would black out from the drinking all the time. And I would just… I would become this mad woman. And so the next thing you know is my girlfriends don’t want me, the guys that I’m hanging out with don’t want me because I’m really violent. So I had to go from city to city or man to man, or woman to woman, or whoever would have me.
Sid: Now, you were married and obviously that didn’t work out too well. Then you took off to New Orleans and you started hanging out with witches?
Tracy: Yeah, yeah I worked the graveyard shift and that was when all the hell and the sicko’s come out. And I saw things that I knew, that I knew oh my that… I mean I was walking in darkness. And I was hanging out with the witches, and with the vampires and with the werewolves if you want to call them that.
Sid: And what’s a werewolf?
Tracy: What is a werewolf? It’s a… a werewolf is something that Satan uses to torment witches (Laughing).
Sid: Huh, so would witches be open to being set free?
Tracy: They’re bound, and anyone… see the Spirit of God is what leads us to Him and it’s His kindness that leads us to repentance and knowing that you need Him is the first step to being set free. Yes I mean I was bound up in it and I’m free. (Laughing)
Sid: Okay, then you found yourself in the Florida Keys.
Tracy: Hmm, hm.
Sid: And one day reality sunk in you looked in a mirror and you were a beautiful woman but what did you see?
Tracy: I saw that my beauty had vanished with many years of abuse. That I was how to say road hard and hung up wet, that’s a biker term. But I was done I was at the end of it and there was still yet another person in my life and this time it was a man. I didn’t want him in my life all I wanted was his money. Here it goes again this is my life, shooting cocaine, when I couldn’t find a vein I was freebasing so I was hitting my pipe with the rest of it. And I couldn’t take it anymore; I was going to kill myself that night.
Sid: So what made you cry out to God?
Tracy: I was just sitting there and all I can say is that the seeds of love and salvation that Father had planted in me through Jesus when I was a little girl, that is the only thing I can say is. He had His hand on me the whole time just waiting for me to get to the point where I needed Him.
Sid: It’s called bottoming out.
Tracy: Yeah.
Sid: And you were at your bottom and you cry out to God “Oh, my God.” And then there’s a knock at the door and who was there?
Tracy: Oh this is a miracle, the first of many. (Laughing) Like I said I had cried out and said “Oh, God if I haven’t gone too far please forgive me and come and help me.” And literally knock, knock, knock. And I open the door and there was a pastor with this little boy and they were inviting me to a movie and snacks afterwards. Snacks sounded good, food was a good thing it had been days. I said “Yeah, I said yeah and I just remember standing there with them. I mean I smelled of vomit and cocaine and anybody who knows what that smell is it’s like a smell of death it’s really gray and pasty. And this little kid smiled at me and said “Please come.” And I was just, I was amazed, so I did I went.
Sid: What was going on inside of you as you went to see this movie?
Tracy: Oh my, oh my, oh my a war, a war. You got to realize and years of being trapped and witchcraft and trying to get away from it and saying “I don’t want this commitment anymore, you know you can have it I’m not doing witchcraft anymore.” They still stayed, they stayed with me and I had a war going on. I had things telling me “That they were going to kill me, that this was it” ah all kinds of stuff. And this was horrible, this was horrible, my mind was reeling, it was reeling but I knew that I needed this Jesus that was in the movie. I knew that I needed God and when that pastor said “Does anyone here want to accept Jesus Christ as their Savior?” I went up to the altar and I got saved.
Sid: Was there an almost immediate change that occurred when you did that?
Tracy: Yes, yes but there was also an immediate war trying to get me to not to believe it happened. I just want to make that really clear because Satan will still that from you if you go to the altar and… I had to read Paul’s account of what a horrible person he was when he was Saul the sinner of sinners. And read it and reread it and reread it and reread it until I really realized that I was saved. But there was a change, there was a change that said “I can’t go back to that.” There was a change and a drive to be free.
Sid: Oh, we’re out of time we’ll pick up right here on tomorrow’s broadcast.
