SID: You didn’t see this before you—
FELIX: No. And I can see many times what happened to them as a child. I see them in their child-like state, falling through things that have happened in their life. And I begin to pray for them. I begin to pray for healing for them.
SID: Do you have more compassion for people now?
FELIX: Completely. 100%.
SID: [more] interested in people knowing the Messiah now than before?
FELIX: 100%. It’s my life’s call. It’s the messaging of what God has given me. How can I not?
SID: [crosstalk] an even stronger word. You say there’s an urgency for people.
FELIX: There is an urgency. No one knows when eternity calls. We think we have our life scripted out. We think we have all the plans. The Bible says measure your days. Our life is like the grass of the field. It can be gone today. The wind can blow it away tomorrow. My life ended like that. I didn’t plan it.
In a twinkling of an eye my soul left and thank the Lord, my God that he brought me back. If the Lord didn’t restore life, we wouldn’t be here. We wouldn’t be talking together. I would be gone. And that reminded me, or, it reminded me is too weak of a word. It was branded upon my mind, upon my heart that people need to get right with God.
People need to know that they know that they know that should they leave tomorrow, whether it’s a car accident, whether it’s a diagnosis, whatever it may be, you can’t plan death. Where will they go? Because I realize the glory and the peace and the joy of when I rose is not going to be experienced by those who do not know the Lord. You either rise up to the glories of heaven or one descends to hell and hell is blacker than black.
That grips my soul. That grips my soul that I cannot rest until the message is constantly declared.
SID: We all intellectually know this, but there’s a difference between intellectually knowing it and every cell in your body worshiping God. Look, Rabbi Felix did not think he was going to die, but he died. Oh yes. It was a medical mistake. But the truth is you could walk out in front of a car. You could be your drunk driving is so many people tell me and a car crashes into them there. You just don’t know when your end is going to come.
But I do know this. I do know that God is so good that if you say this prayer out loud with me right now and mean it to the best of your ability, not because you deserve anything, but because God is so good, period. That’s it. Say this prayer out loud.
Dear God.
Dear God.
SID: Out loud. Dear God. Dear God.
SID: I’m a sinner.
I’m a sinner.
SID: Against you.
Against you.
SID: And you alone have I sinned. And you alone have I sinned.
SID: And I’m so sorry.
And I’m so sorry.
SID: I believe. I believe.
SID: The blood of Messiah. The blood of Messiah.
SID: Washes away.
Washes away.
SID: All of my sins. All of my sins.
SID: And you remember my sins no more. And you remember my sins no more.
SID: And now that I am clean. Now I’m clean.
SID: Jesus come and live inside of me. Come inside of me.
SID: Be my savior.
My savior.
SID: I make you my Lord. I make you my Lord.
SID: I want my own experiential knowledge of you. I want my own experiential knowledge of you.
SID: Amen
